Sorry.

First thing first, i think i don't to mention your name here. But, i hope you know that this is for you.Before i go further, i would like to say sorry to you,and i really hope that you can read this even i know that you won't. I knew i hurted you that day, i still remember what happened. You asked me,which one you choose, me or her and i'm with my blindness and stupidity said,her. I never realize that i have make a big mistake that will haunted me for the rest of my life. Yes, it's true. Your tears that night,i still remember it till now. I know,i've no right to say these thing to you as it's not me the one who've been burden.
Back to that time, i knew i lied to you and this hurted you the most. I never thought you could love me that strong that time, i'm sorry if i use the wrong word. I don't know what else to say,i knew you won't forgive me that easily. I embarassed you infront of your friend. No one could forgive someone like that easily, i understand that. But, all i can say that time, i'm just a teenager with young+dumb mind in my head. All i was thinking is enjoying my life as a teenagers, and didn't care a bit of your feelings towards me. That regret me the most. It's like one big memory in my head that i can't get rid off. I often dreamed of what happened that night.
Don't worry,if it is happen for us to meet again next time. I will act as i never know you before. I will always pray for you F a.k.a E. I never stop pray for your happiness. Maybe i don't deserve to pray for you, but this is the only thing that i can do for you after i screw you up. All i can say,i hope that i can kneel down before you to ask for forgiveness. I truly regret what i've done to you. Maybe you'll say this is one of my drama. But, believe me,people change. I was a fool that time. Now,i've grown up and i realize the things i've done before was all wrong and all stupid especially when i let you go.I don't care if you want to curse me,but i know that you won't cuz you will be rather to watch me experienced the same thing that you've been through. Maybe i'm wrong. But hey, thanks for realizing me that i'm such a jerk.

The day is gone, and all it's sweets are gone
God Bless You.