Friday, February 19, 2010

Love

Hey, what can we say about love?? It's very hard to describe right..??How many of us have fall in love??If you say you never fall in love, then take a deep breath and say this to yourself, "I'm lying"....
I don't believe human being in earth has never fell to love. True right..??I believe each and everyone of you have fall in love at least once in your life.
I, myself have love some one i think more than two times. The first one for me is sucks...really2 sucks...seriously,i love to play with someone heart last times. All i know is enjoying the feeling. I think i enjoyed it too much and become someone selfish.
What i mean is,i don't care other people, which means i just satisfy myself, if i don't really satisfy with someone i'll look for some one else. That is consider evil, playing with someone hearts. It's amazing to know what love capable to do. It can cost someone life's and with love,you never look on his/her background, all you know is giving all the best to your lover..well...it's very touching depends on which perspective you look. well,that all for now..rushing ne,,that's why type cepat2..ghehe..ciao//

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Sorry.

First thing first, i think i don't to mention your name here. But, i hope you know that this is for you.Before i go further, i would like to say sorry to you,and i really hope that you can read this even i know that you won't. I knew i hurted you that day, i still remember what happened. You asked me,which one you choose, me or her and i'm with my blindness and stupidity said,her. I never realize that i have make a big mistake that will haunted me for the rest of my life. Yes, it's true. Your tears that night,i still remember it till now. I know,i've no right to say these thing to you as it's not me the one who've been burden.
Back to that time, i knew i lied to you and this hurted you the most. I never thought you could love me that strong that time, i'm sorry if i use the wrong word. I don't know what else to say,i knew you won't forgive me that easily. I embarassed you infront of your friend. No one could forgive someone like that easily, i understand that. But, all i can say that time, i'm just a teenager with young+dumb mind in my head. All i was thinking is enjoying my life as a teenagers, and didn't care a bit of your feelings towards me. That regret me the most. It's like one big memory in my head that i can't get rid off. I often dreamed of what happened that night.
Don't worry,if it is happen for us to meet again next time. I will act as i never know you before. I will always pray for you F a.k.a E. I never stop pray for your happiness. Maybe i don't deserve to pray for you, but this is the only thing that i can do for you after i screw you up. All i can say,i hope that i can kneel down before you to ask for forgiveness. I truly regret what i've done to you. Maybe you'll say this is one of my drama. But, believe me,people change. I was a fool that time. Now,i've grown up and i realize the things i've done before was all wrong and all stupid especially when i let you go.I don't care if you want to curse me,but i know that you won't cuz you will be rather to watch me experienced the same thing that you've been through. Maybe i'm wrong. But hey, thanks for realizing me that i'm such a jerk.

The day is gone, and all it's sweets are gone
God Bless You.